TwO SiDes Of mY LiFe..

I sat idle on my cushioned Chair, relaxing, in front of 19" wide screen, blinking again and again because of popping mails every minute. A thought came to my mind, killing my precious time. Life is full of things small or big; we worry a lot about big (as they are big n we really should worry about them), whereas we keep on forgetting many small things which are equally precious. Isn’t it sound like some fwd malls? May be my mind recall it from there, but its true. Life is interesting, u never now what’s next and that’s best part of it. When it unfolds new and unknown chapters, we come to learn more about ourselves.

Everyday is same, wake up early, Rush to office, punch the dam finger print machine, Start the system, and keep on replying the mails… Can’t our boss ask to enjoy, we might have deadlines to fulfill? Is just Work, Work and more work; left in this world... Is this the same life we dreamed off, while joining engineering college?? What’s fun in earning, when u don't have time to spend, how u want to. Burning our brains 6 days a week, 9 hrs a day, is this is what so called Cooperate life? What the 'F', it is?

That was one side of story.. Totally fed up of just d same day to day routine.. but as coin have two sides, I feel life too has.. Sometime, the same old, tired looking routine becomes most liked one. Getting fresh early, Driving the devil (My bike), trespassing girls on d way, Laughing at traffic signals fight, Enjoying tension on others face, Hugging friends in office, Leg-pulling (Just like college), Enjoying forwards, Chatting in-between, or a Nap after lunch, thinking this will refresh us to do some work (rarely works). Planning trips and worrying about what to do on Sunday... Was that same day? It really was…

Seriously, nothing changed, but everything was new. I didn't do anything special but it all became extraordinary. Sometime there's no time, n some time there is hell lot… some time u have everyone around n feel alone, sometime there's no one but u can feel them all. U can be happy and sad at same time. Do u think I m mad? I m not framing anything, smiles are all around us, we just have to pick them one by one and enjoy every second of it.

P.S : I don’t know who wrote this post, I lost him somewhere. :-)

Love is all around…

Traveling always excites me, but the one going back home is best one… where you r never afraid of any thing, you can get what u demands, and ur loved ones are there with u, but these hangouts passes in a blink of eye. There is warm, care and love all around. It seems to be a completely different world away from the same routine, those dusty streets, those racing mortals, and ever moving, fast running life… here life is still, the only urgency is in getting up early every morning and going to bed as soon as dinner is done. This might not be easy for a guy like me but some understanding help ease things. These visits always bring something new to my life. I might not be lying if I say I don’t know “what it is”, whatever it is; it’s always adorable and delightful.

I know I love that beautiful women cooking for me, she will serve, what ever I demand or wished. She waits for me with salted roasted cashews, I liked them d most. The warms of her hugs and kisses, made me sad, thinking I will be again alone in couple of days. I love her so much, that I don’t want to harm her any day or let anyone do so, but I too many times in these small visits, wrangling over tiny little things, that doesn’t matter to any of two, which I feel some time hurts her, I know I m not a good person, but cant find a way avoid them. Lucky me that these unwanted arguments didn’t happened this time. Moreover, I got a special treat because of Janmashtami, there were a lot of sweets, fruits and dishes. I got Pakoras and Kheer in the evening and variety of Cuisine for dinner, and that too MOM made, which is much more then anything.

Hey I love you… I really do.. You asked me ‘I miss u or not?’… I don’t know exact, but u r d person I care most… ur smile make me laugh even when I m sad… u r d one whom I talk when alone… u taught me how to walk n talk, even now its u that shows d right path… we fought many times, most of them for no reason, even though none of us wanna indulge into such arguments but we did n endless times we repeat… I can’t figure out why it happens, but feels we two wanna talk with each other longer much longer, with or without reasons, crafting such excuses.

P.S: I didn’t think this blog will end up like this. I am unruffled and delighted.

Looking for a new start...

Its being a long time, that i had written a blog.. this long while, i had come across many things to write on.. but couldn't find time or decide which one to share first.. Now i would love to break the Jinx.. for those whom i m completely out of touch, i had finished a yr in same company and now i m Assistant Manager, (don't know how they had bear me for so long and still want me to work for them..) more over i got a bike (Black Pulsar)...

This long while, recession stuff had been at its peek, i feel IT companies need some relief, i hope GOD is reading it too.. ohh man, i forgot to mention, my project is working, actually i don't know who change the documents that i prepared or how come they work fine but my power plant is going in right direction, (actually its not moving anywhere) whatever u say, hope Delhi and UP will get some more electricity supply by this year end... that's enough of official or company talks...

For those who have been inquiring about 'Bandit', she is fine with someone else and i m happy still being single, rightly said ready to mingle.. In past few months i didn't got time to approach any girl, but hope this is adding up for someone special.. actually i think it did.. i got a new girlfriend.. my BIKE.. seriously i m in love with her.. On health front, u all better know, that i had been caught by flu for last few weeks, i hadn't consult any doctor, and as per some forwards (mail) i got, i show good symptoms of SWINE FLUE, watch out... This note can be consider official warning, as i m not going to die of this flu but i don't know about u (Keep distance)...

I feel thats enough of catching up.. but in coming days u might witness many of my pending blogs or my faltu Bakwas... don't worry i wont think much while wasting this electronic space...