Thursday, October 16, 2008

BANDIT THAT TOOK MY HEART...

Hey if u have time to waste then only read this one.. I suggest better leave it untouched.. As I even don’t know what I will write or what’s on my mind.. but one thing is clear, its for her.. She had been all over my mind.. n I cant hold any longer.. So I wanna reduce my kilo’s while writing it..

I cant forgot last few breakfast and lunch.. I don’t remember the day, I first saw u.. I even don’t know when I fell of ur smile too.. But sooner or later I come to know, I cant miss those lips brighten.. I wait for u to come.. I stayed till you go (this is what happen when she comes for lunch or breakfast).. I might not b able to speak to u.. But I wish we will chat someday..

Why can’t I talk to her??? There’s no problem, still I m afraid for something.. but is there any reason why she will talk to me (If one think I have a reason as I like her)??? I know, girls make u mad, they cause friends fight, but whatever it may b they (girls) are one we (boys) talk about most..

I forget my work (that’s not a problem) and even sometime leave my friends, when I heard ‘she is in cafĂ©, come fast’.. Most of us including me will say ‘its love’.. I don’t know, I m getting mad?? I even don’t know her, I even don’t know is she one of those good Girls (which are extremely less).. but I feel she cant be one of those from where we (guys) try run away.. but I m not sure.. Who I m to evaluate her.. Do I love her?? or I m just affectionate by her beauty or that seraphic smile?? Then why I m thinking of her most of time..

I try forget her, (its easy to say but not that easy to follow) thinking, “if u love some one let it go, if it comes back to u, it’s urs, if not it never was”.. but this one has a lot of misconception.. First, she doesn’t know me, how can she love me.. Second, She is not with u how can u let it go.. Chalo, I will love to remain unknown or uneducated in this matter.. but when ever I saw her, every pledge go lost some where in alien world.. and I wanna live every second that I have.. I m trying my level best, but even in the hope u won’t let me forget ur self.. I hope that some day I will tell her what’s in my heart..

Now its have been high time.. I feel there had been too many ‘if and buts’, more of buts’.. Its true, When ever I think about her something happens.. Still her face completely covered with that luck cloth come to my mind.. I don’t know she really was a bandit or I was d culprit, to get arrested by those twinkling eyes…