BANDIT THAT TOOK MY HEART...

Hey if u have time to waste then only read this one.. I suggest better leave it untouched.. As I even don’t know what I will write or what’s on my mind.. but one thing is clear, its for her.. She had been all over my mind.. n I cant hold any longer.. So I wanna reduce my kilo’s while writing it..

I cant forgot last few breakfast and lunch.. I don’t remember the day, I first saw u.. I even don’t know when I fell of ur smile too.. But sooner or later I come to know, I cant miss those lips brighten.. I wait for u to come.. I stayed till you go (this is what happen when she comes for lunch or breakfast).. I might not b able to speak to u.. But I wish we will chat someday..

Why can’t I talk to her??? There’s no problem, still I m afraid for something.. but is there any reason why she will talk to me (If one think I have a reason as I like her)??? I know, girls make u mad, they cause friends fight, but whatever it may b they (girls) are one we (boys) talk about most..

I forget my work (that’s not a problem) and even sometime leave my friends, when I heard ‘she is in café, come fast’.. Most of us including me will say ‘its love’.. I don’t know, I m getting mad?? I even don’t know her, I even don’t know is she one of those good Girls (which are extremely less).. but I feel she cant be one of those from where we (guys) try run away.. but I m not sure.. Who I m to evaluate her.. Do I love her?? or I m just affectionate by her beauty or that seraphic smile?? Then why I m thinking of her most of time..

I try forget her, (its easy to say but not that easy to follow) thinking, “if u love some one let it go, if it comes back to u, it’s urs, if not it never was”.. but this one has a lot of misconception.. First, she doesn’t know me, how can she love me.. Second, She is not with u how can u let it go.. Chalo, I will love to remain unknown or uneducated in this matter.. but when ever I saw her, every pledge go lost some where in alien world.. and I wanna live every second that I have.. I m trying my level best, but even in the hope u won’t let me forget ur self.. I hope that some day I will tell her what’s in my heart..

Now its have been high time.. I feel there had been too many ‘if and buts’, more of buts’.. Its true, When ever I think about her something happens.. Still her face completely covered with that luck cloth come to my mind.. I don’t know she really was a bandit or I was d culprit, to get arrested by those twinkling eyes…

UNLIMITED...

Yesterday was Gaurav’s birthday, I missed kicking his ass.. As I have to go for FAT (factory assistance test).. in simple word it was a visit to some other company.. What happen there, I can’t explain.. but d outcome was that I missed out a surprise party which we hosted for him..
Office was as good as it can always be.. Limited work (nearly no work), net to chat n a lovely smile to watch (will explain some time else).. Also I was hoping for a splendid party to follow.. We planned to visit GIP (Great India Place, a 1km long mall in Noida) feeling it will be d best place.. From office we were separated into two batches.. few of us on Auto n others via bike..
As d saying goes.. ‘Convenient it get, relaxed/soothe we become’.. if its not there add it to d list.. It took 2 hr or so for our bikers (most convenient way) to fill d gap.. by then we starving n those luring banner/photos were making it harder to control..
Looking these hungry face come a guy n start explaining a offer named ‘Unlimited’ to us.. As soon as he went we all joked there must b some hidden conditions.. we called him once more, re asked, he said “u all seemed to b educated.. its simple u can eat anything from that shop to that.. Unlimited time..”.. Comment seemed to challenge us.. but still that hidden cost factor seems a big block..
Then v took final decision that lets go for it.. Individual’s cost was just Rs 170 & we were determined to make it at least 250 each.. Sooner we settled, orders started popping out from every corner of table.. waiter seemed puzzle.. he brought two more (waiters) so that it would b easy.. finally they placed so called starter’s (they were even larger then Main course) on our table..
Now what!! Ten of us jumped onto food, like a ‘Cat on Rat’.. “pass that one, I wanna taste it”.. “this one is good, bhaiya ‘ye walli, Do aur le aana’..”.. every one making other aware don’t ask for any heavy dish.. “I m paying, u all order what ever u like n as much as u can..” call out Gaurav.. and laughed out.. we order even those we cant name.. every order seem to floated onto our table.. Cold drinks were flooding.. there was no stopping us.. many time it seems that we are gourmand.. but truth is we were…
Sumptuous were dishes.. We were eating, laughing n more eating.. Our tanks were loading.. but every one determined to last till end.. Sorry, I forgot to tell u.. this restaurant closes around 11.. but by 10.30 more than 30-35 different cuisine had been served to us.. Everyone was hunting in ‘carte du jour’ for any thing v missed.. but few cant find much..
I thought ‘Harold and Kumar’ might not be able to match us..
After final touches with French fries, we celebrate d Ceremony with Cake cutting.. we enjoyed a lot.. fun was at the peak.. we could not have thought of a better evening than this one.. each of us cost five times more then v actually paid..
I cant forget d look of manager’s face..
Thanks Gaurav for such a lovely party.. hope this scheme doesn’t end, even after such a heavy loss (thanks to us..)..
All I can say now it was “UNLIMITED”…

Final Destination...

Saturday evening, Last day at work (i have 6 day working), was planned to be of full of fun.. as i was visiting Delhi after a long time.. GK-1, C.P., RAJOURI, KAROL BAGH (also that Gaffar mkt) and NEHRU PLACE all were on card.. i planned to visit all these in a span of 4-5hr that i have.. thinking all cant b touched so i drop Nehru Place and GK-1, as they were not connected via metro... every thing was planned.. two of my friends were to accompany me.. but suddenly one backed out.. but still Amul and me were determined to go, knowing it will be fun as always..
I forgot to tell u reason for my visit.. i had to go to Kirti nagar form were i was to pick some doc. form my Naniji's relatives.. and then all above got attached to it (as it was hardly 5 min work at home).. and if u don’t know we love to hop from one place to another....
I have asked my friend to drop us at Indra prastha metro station... every thing was going right.. But then i called them (Naniji's relatives) n they said we are not home, will come tomorrow.. what's this.. i have planned all and they just dumped us...
Now what?? I will have to go to Delhi tomorrow.. also Munish (Gopi) was asking me to play football with them.. i thought this is how my Saturday evening will end… now every thing got shifted to tomorrow.. n will do as per plans... after playing we went to our Relaince office for some Refreshments.. and what we find…
4 Bomb blasts in Delhi.. then came news 5 bombs blasted in 40 min.. 2 each at C.P and M-block market, 1 in Gaffar.. soon 2 more bombs were found near Regal.. what’s this... how horrible.. how can they do that.. at least this should not happen in our capital.. these Terrorist wont stop.. they think v wont come out but they don’t know what this stupid common man capable of…
After News Gopi said "those were planted for u.. i saved u..". what ever might be case.. they didn’t succeed.. they want us fear, but next day again many were out to slap on their faces.. may be my final destination wasn’t this one.. they will have to wait.. n we wont give up...

do u fear CAT

times' running.. i really cant cope up wid it.. i just stop to think my calculation is correct n found i had lost 30 sec.. cant it run slow or is that, i m too slow.. i might miss a easy question, leave it go ahead.. but i had wasted a min n i m too close, hardly half a sec more.. might b this one easier then next waiting to come..then come a thought dont panic 'it always happens at time of exam'.. why shouldn't i dont worry, my career depends on this...
Cant anyone hold time for a while, i just need to b sure my solution is correct.. ohh.. what i m thinking, just do next v will see this one later... having no idea there will b no time for re-attempting.. i have been doing too many Maths/DI question.. now move to English... this one, my weakest and i need more time to clear cut off..
What this mean... "clairvoyance", n "prosaicness".. this question is wrong none of these option match, what d answer should be... "r u sure?? these papers r set up by most talented scholars.. " but yaar how can this be possible.. leave it.. try next one.. now whats this.. next passage is so big and this one more difficult.. chal 1-2 guess maar le.. 'vasse tune badi CAT(Common Aptitude Test) clear ker leni hai'..
Now only half hr to go.. move to DI, it will give u marks (so my percentile will shoot up).. just 18 of DI and 15 of maths.. these r too less… lets count English.. SIX (u will b off for a six too, with so less attempted, u wont b in positive) .. now I will have to guess for sure.. chal 4 question guess ker le.. it will make ten.. now rest all on God.. he is only one who can save ur repo…
Then I smile remembering d start of day.. every one in this room must b worrying of my t-shirt of “APPLIED Materials”… also my start my too fast (especially noticed by a beautiful girl sitting behind me) to make her think I will one of high scoring guy.. that’s enough for me..
But after result I can proudly say ‘that wasn’t a bad attempt, remember to leave English aside..’ Also ‘CAT is a fear in name nothing more then that..” don’t tell anyone that I said so.. please..

every day, i always want to go back to d time i liked most.. those school days, those recess game, those college bunks, those large gathering of friends, those leg-pulling... thinking the same i dreamed of having a time machine.. but then today came a thought, "its gud to remember d old but its today which u need to mould to make new memories".. ya this is rite..
then i smile.. remembering my last night meeting with old friends.. v discussed our jobs, laughed at our problems.. we fight for small things.. 'i m rite , u r wrong'.. v shared our bits.. how v r surviving in this new world.. and v laughed out loud.. thinking of those, i m looking to make to make more n more...

how homes r built..

From last few weeks it has been a big trouble for us.. looking for endless list of flats on net.. v just have a week to finalize our flat/PG or any staying place as v were to vacate d remember able stay v had at reliance guest house.. for couple of days v didn’t care but when getting a flat seems impossible v start hunting for it..
I stayed in office n guided my friends using wikimapia and they searched for nearest and cost effective den.. After a long hard work of more then 2.30 hr, they finally decided that v will just go for PG... But its d fate that take u places.. d last flat they saw, they loved it.. Really was worth more than that..
Now v got a roof to stay under but nothing else.. v all calculated what v need n how to arrange.. where to look for also what to look for.. list seemed endless.. form Bed to bedding, Fridge to Water, Spoons to Plates, Newspaper to Bucket, from Sweeper to dustbin, list goes on.. but our determinations were high.. v took each one by one.. there were many lessons, many failures but d teamwork really works..
V cant imagine how our parents manage these things so easily???
Every project (work down) was a achievement in itself.. v enjoyed every bit of this reassembling work.. it feels like everything is AUTOMATED (as our landlord u to call his home fittings).. but u have to work harder to get it complete..

Few days back while chatting my brother asked “how my cubical look like?” I said its like 'a small, open, personal cabin'.. he asked for more details.. then I thought and said… it has a chair, my personal PC, a phone and is covered from small three sided small boundary.. then come a reply u better have a roof, as its raining there.. v two laugh at it a lot..
Now this small cabin is what I have to work on.. as a new joinee, I don’t have much work so I have to pass my day with it only… I have a net connection but how long can I chat or surf?? a phone to call all over NCR but is everyone free for me..???
This was a dream job.. Having a net and no office work.. yes I got it.. but how long can I enjoy it… now I feel THAPAR(my college) made me do too much that I cant live without work.. but I m happy with what I have.. because I have what I dreamt of…
I can get work if I want too but I don’t want to have it.. so till they force me to work its better have few days off.. and get paid too..