Final Destination...

Saturday evening, Last day at work (i have 6 day working), was planned to be of full of fun.. as i was visiting Delhi after a long time.. GK-1, C.P., RAJOURI, KAROL BAGH (also that Gaffar mkt) and NEHRU PLACE all were on card.. i planned to visit all these in a span of 4-5hr that i have.. thinking all cant b touched so i drop Nehru Place and GK-1, as they were not connected via metro... every thing was planned.. two of my friends were to accompany me.. but suddenly one backed out.. but still Amul and me were determined to go, knowing it will be fun as always..
I forgot to tell u reason for my visit.. i had to go to Kirti nagar form were i was to pick some doc. form my Naniji's relatives.. and then all above got attached to it (as it was hardly 5 min work at home).. and if u don’t know we love to hop from one place to another....
I have asked my friend to drop us at Indra prastha metro station... every thing was going right.. But then i called them (Naniji's relatives) n they said we are not home, will come tomorrow.. what's this.. i have planned all and they just dumped us...
Now what?? I will have to go to Delhi tomorrow.. also Munish (Gopi) was asking me to play football with them.. i thought this is how my Saturday evening will end… now every thing got shifted to tomorrow.. n will do as per plans... after playing we went to our Relaince office for some Refreshments.. and what we find…
4 Bomb blasts in Delhi.. then came news 5 bombs blasted in 40 min.. 2 each at C.P and M-block market, 1 in Gaffar.. soon 2 more bombs were found near Regal.. what’s this... how horrible.. how can they do that.. at least this should not happen in our capital.. these Terrorist wont stop.. they think v wont come out but they don’t know what this stupid common man capable of…
After News Gopi said "those were planted for u.. i saved u..". what ever might be case.. they didn’t succeed.. they want us fear, but next day again many were out to slap on their faces.. may be my final destination wasn’t this one.. they will have to wait.. n we wont give up...

do u fear CAT

times' running.. i really cant cope up wid it.. i just stop to think my calculation is correct n found i had lost 30 sec.. cant it run slow or is that, i m too slow.. i might miss a easy question, leave it go ahead.. but i had wasted a min n i m too close, hardly half a sec more.. might b this one easier then next waiting to come..then come a thought dont panic 'it always happens at time of exam'.. why shouldn't i dont worry, my career depends on this...
Cant anyone hold time for a while, i just need to b sure my solution is correct.. ohh.. what i m thinking, just do next v will see this one later... having no idea there will b no time for re-attempting.. i have been doing too many Maths/DI question.. now move to English... this one, my weakest and i need more time to clear cut off..
What this mean... "clairvoyance", n "prosaicness".. this question is wrong none of these option match, what d answer should be... "r u sure?? these papers r set up by most talented scholars.. " but yaar how can this be possible.. leave it.. try next one.. now whats this.. next passage is so big and this one more difficult.. chal 1-2 guess maar le.. 'vasse tune badi CAT(Common Aptitude Test) clear ker leni hai'..
Now only half hr to go.. move to DI, it will give u marks (so my percentile will shoot up).. just 18 of DI and 15 of maths.. these r too less… lets count English.. SIX (u will b off for a six too, with so less attempted, u wont b in positive) .. now I will have to guess for sure.. chal 4 question guess ker le.. it will make ten.. now rest all on God.. he is only one who can save ur repo…
Then I smile remembering d start of day.. every one in this room must b worrying of my t-shirt of “APPLIED Materials”… also my start my too fast (especially noticed by a beautiful girl sitting behind me) to make her think I will one of high scoring guy.. that’s enough for me..
But after result I can proudly say ‘that wasn’t a bad attempt, remember to leave English aside..’ Also ‘CAT is a fear in name nothing more then that..” don’t tell anyone that I said so.. please..

every day, i always want to go back to d time i liked most.. those school days, those recess game, those college bunks, those large gathering of friends, those leg-pulling... thinking the same i dreamed of having a time machine.. but then today came a thought, "its gud to remember d old but its today which u need to mould to make new memories".. ya this is rite..
then i smile.. remembering my last night meeting with old friends.. v discussed our jobs, laughed at our problems.. we fight for small things.. 'i m rite , u r wrong'.. v shared our bits.. how v r surviving in this new world.. and v laughed out loud.. thinking of those, i m looking to make to make more n more...

how homes r built..

From last few weeks it has been a big trouble for us.. looking for endless list of flats on net.. v just have a week to finalize our flat/PG or any staying place as v were to vacate d remember able stay v had at reliance guest house.. for couple of days v didn’t care but when getting a flat seems impossible v start hunting for it..
I stayed in office n guided my friends using wikimapia and they searched for nearest and cost effective den.. After a long hard work of more then 2.30 hr, they finally decided that v will just go for PG... But its d fate that take u places.. d last flat they saw, they loved it.. Really was worth more than that..
Now v got a roof to stay under but nothing else.. v all calculated what v need n how to arrange.. where to look for also what to look for.. list seemed endless.. form Bed to bedding, Fridge to Water, Spoons to Plates, Newspaper to Bucket, from Sweeper to dustbin, list goes on.. but our determinations were high.. v took each one by one.. there were many lessons, many failures but d teamwork really works..
V cant imagine how our parents manage these things so easily???
Every project (work down) was a achievement in itself.. v enjoyed every bit of this reassembling work.. it feels like everything is AUTOMATED (as our landlord u to call his home fittings).. but u have to work harder to get it complete..

Few days back while chatting my brother asked “how my cubical look like?” I said its like 'a small, open, personal cabin'.. he asked for more details.. then I thought and said… it has a chair, my personal PC, a phone and is covered from small three sided small boundary.. then come a reply u better have a roof, as its raining there.. v two laugh at it a lot..
Now this small cabin is what I have to work on.. as a new joinee, I don’t have much work so I have to pass my day with it only… I have a net connection but how long can I chat or surf?? a phone to call all over NCR but is everyone free for me..???
This was a dream job.. Having a net and no office work.. yes I got it.. but how long can I enjoy it… now I feel THAPAR(my college) made me do too much that I cant live without work.. but I m happy with what I have.. because I have what I dreamt of…
I can get work if I want too but I don’t want to have it.. so till they force me to work its better have few days off.. and get paid too..

MY SECOND DEN... HOSTEL

Those days were best days of my life… will surely brief up my four years of stay in THAPAR’s hostels.

Those four years are beyond my imagination to decipher into my words. Those early alarms, galloping our self empty stomach to lecture rooms, back bench sleeps, gangs of friends, half boiled lunch, corridor cricket, long discussions walks, late night movies, cool buddy chatting, sleepless nights, and much more… they might sound hectic but were worth staying with..

From scraping exams to preparing for interviews, from project building to missing lecture, from party places to lecture rooms, every thing small or big things were all planned, and executed within those hostel walls.. if that was a dream don’t woke me up I wanna sleep whole life..

I cant imagine my life without my friends.. Hope those days had never ended.. but I can make sure I wont forget those lovely days of my life…

Thanks a lot all of u (Jatinder, Varun, Ritesh, Daman, Sunil dogra, Basra, Arun, Vikas, Ranveer, Kamal, Bhagat, Aseem, Bhuvi, Sneh, Siddharth, Sid, Anil, Mohit, Saurabh, Gaurav, Amul, Raman, and many those I didn’t mentioned).. u help make what I m today… love u all… hoping u will be beside me every time I need a hand…

KHUDA KAY LIYE...

This is not about that movie, but it isn’t much different.

Yesterday when my mom and I went for market, this is the only thing that clicks my mind, “IN NAME OF GOD”. We were on way to market when we saw almost all shops closed, we thought that we might have reached early (time was around 10), but we felt they should be opened by now. We moved further in, the market, it was all same..

Then suddenly from nowhere a group of kids (I will call them kids only, most of them were less then and few around my age) came shouting ‘bandh kero, bandh kero’. They were holding sticks bigger then there heights.. I cant believe what’s happening.. They were accompanied by good number of policemen.. My mom and me were watching their face, thinking ‘what this all about’.. They were coming like current of air..

In a mater of time, a small kid, not more then three and half feet, holding a stick around 5 feet, pointed it on my scooter and said, “LAY JAO WAAPISS, AAJ MARKET BANDH HAI”. Once I felt like what he is thinking by saying that, I will beat u so hard by the same stick that u cant imagine.. But then came a running policeman, saying, “move from here, fast”. I considered he is very much right..

Where ever we go, all markets were closed.. This all made me think, do they know, they are doing all this in name of GOD?? Will it happy the almighty?? How badly shop men will suffer?? I cant imagine..

When I saw news in the evening, I found these guys were burning things and beating others.. I felt like, the strike of truck driver’s is much better then this, atleast they were not using Gods name to save their faces… ‘FOR GOD SAKE LEAVE GOD ALONE’